9/29/09

You are the music while the music lasts.

One of the most elegant, profound passages I have ever read:
But to apprehend
The point of intersection of the timeless
With time, is an occupation for the saint-
No occupation either, but something given
And taken, in a lifetime's death in love,
Ardour and selflessness and self-surrender.
For most of us, there is only the unattended
Moment, the moment in and out of time,
The distraction fit, lost in a shaft of sunlight,
The wild thyme unseen, or the winter lightning
Or the waterfall, or music heard so deeply
That it is not heard at all, but you are the music
While the music lasts. These are only hints and guesses,
Hints followed by guesses ; and the rest
Is prayer, observance, discipline, thought and action.
The hint half guessed, the gift half understood, is Incarnation.
Here the impossible union
Of spheres of existence is actual,
Here the past and future
Are conquered, and reconciled,
Where action were otherwise movement
Of that which is only moved
And has in it no source of movement-
Driven by dæmonic, chthonic
Powers. And right action is freedom
From past and future also.
For most of us, this is the aim
Never here to be realised ;
Who are only undefeated
Because we have gone on trying ;
We, content at the last
If our temporal reversion nourish
(Not too far from the yew-tree)
The life of significant soil.

Four Quartets, pp. 44-45

9/10/09

Untitled Poem 2

A ghost to me
Thou shalt be
One walking through the walls
I squint to see
The back of thee
Fading down the hall

The ground is mine
The Earth is thine
A house thou'rt surest free to haunt
Pass through my blinds
Into my mind
Do with me what thou want

Without a trace
Yet full of grace
Thou hate to see my loss
To see thy face
Thou took my place
Upon that sturdy cross

And so for thee
I'll try to be
A lantern for the lost
But first if ye
Would so kindly
Allow me to accost

I'd have no fear
If thou were near

9/7/09

Untitled Prose 1

That point of intimacy, treading on the core of privy interests... That look of indubitable love, harboring an inescapable dream that brings so much despair, affirming only the thought that you'll be alone forever. But you are resilient.